#45 - If I really tried with all of my heart

Oh I wish I had a boyfriend
I wish I had a loving man in my life
And maybe if I really tried with all of my heart
then I could make a brand new start in love with you

this song makes me happy

#44 - move on.

you cannot replace everything.

i pictured our life with moving images on the wall, people dancing everywhere, then an old black and white movie starts, we listen to an old bakelite which is a bit scratched..
then we make a movie about our life and it's gonna be on our wall, we are, as we dancin, then a black and white movie starts, starring us, there are bright lights everywhere, and you just look into my eyes, as in our film, on our walls, a new movie starts..

from somewhere far away, i can hear the silence.

[i am sorry for everything. but i cannot change. you don't love me no more.]

#43- work

from 3pm, i'm sitting next to this table and dreaming. making straight lines, cutting straight figures, and you know, i'm quite enjoying it.
i'm doing this for myself, and myself only. don't wanna prove anything anymore. i'm living guided by my feelings, this makes who i am. i adore creating.

here is a dress what i made today: [webcam, don't worry-and belt by Zara]
front:


back:



yay, tomorrow, kensington, i'm gonna wear it.